Love Sick

I could never not love you

The sound of your voice

calls to me in a way

I can not explain

with words

or thoughts.

My actions seem

useless.

Trite.

They mock the depth

of my emotions

which control me,

bending my will

breaking my mind.

I want to spiral with you

Into eternal nothingness.

With you, I would not be afraid.

***

But I’m here

And I can’t stand

that you are there

With others

Being you

Without me